PURPLENOIA - WHAT TORE US APART?

by Purplenoia

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Is it so hard to find an answer To a question you never asked yourself What will you say when they ask you The hard questions Now and then I forget how I hurt you And I never want to bring it up again Can we not just move on Or can we not? Word came around I heard what they said I just can't believe I'm better off dead I don't have a clue How to explain How this could have happened There's only one way Someone somewhere Is hiding something I reach my hand out And I find nothing How long can this Remain hidden Secrets always Reveal someday It has happened to me, I've fallen hard and My knees are bruised, but I get up again And try my best to move on I really do Is it a lost cause to save A loved one who has gone insane? You're not a friend you're just not the same I'm not the one who's changed Someone somewhere Is hiding something I reach my hand out And I find nothing How long can this Remain hidden? Secrets always Reveal someday Looking backwards I've run out of time Looking back on My whole life Looking backwards I've run out of time Looking back on My whole life Stay away from here I never wanna know Stay away from here I never wanna know
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Outside, my hair is over my eyes I cry, nobody knows Sad times, I don't belong in my home My life has only begun A million times, cut short by just one mistake Ostracized, only you decide my fate I'm trying the best that I can Don't you see how it hurts me? I'm trying the best that I can Don't you see how I do? Estranged, you were the one to say goodbye So why were we friends at all So fake, I do not have very long 'Til I'm leaving you all A million ties, cut by only one mistake Ostracized, only you decide my fate I'm trying my best to forget all the times we were happy I'm trying my best to forget all the moments we shared I'm trying the best that I can Don't you see how I do? I'm trying the best that I can Don't you see how I do?
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Do you remember those nights (yes I do) We were like stars in the sky (by the moon) Inseparable we were tight (stuck like glue) I didn't think that with time (I'd lose you) I know what I said isn't right Maybe my ego makes me blind But after all I'm still surprised How fast you left me here to cry Heartbreak from someone you think you know It's so hard to tell who's friend or foe Heartbreak from someone you think you know It's so hard to tell who's friend or foe And I really feel like you hate me And I just don't know why you avoid me You and me were tight, I believed And after all this time, I still feel the Heartbreak from someone you think you know I'm tired I'm tired of letting go It's so hard to tell who's friend or foe I'm losing I'm losing my self control Tell me who do you think I am Heartbreak and betrayal Who do you think I am Heartbreak and betrayal Time will tell who I can trust I just know I can't go on solo That I want to feel that I am loved When the ones I care will leave me cold
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Cried for help and they looked the other way I remember, I remember Not a word was said to me in those days I remember, I remember How no one Helped me through my pain So when you're hurting I won't stop to help you 'Cause you deserve To feel my pain Returning the favor Treat you how I'm treated Returning the favor Like a real true friend Returning the favor You can't call it revenge If this is what friends do Cried for help and they looked the other way I remember, I remember Not a word was said to me in those days I remember, I remember How no one Helped me through my pain So when you're hurting I won't stop to help you 'Cause you deserve To feel my pain Returning the favor Treat you how I'm treated Returning the favor Like a real true friend Returning the favor You can't call it revenge If this is what friends do Returning the favor Returning the favor Returning the favor
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It didn't have to be How it turned out to be But there's no taking back What you've said about me I would like to think it's hopeless To reunite would be too much for me Anyways you'd never notice You seem to try your best to forget me Only in my daydream Do I realize A life I would have wanted With you by my side Only in my daydream Do I realize A life I would have wanted With you by my side All this time that I've spent thinking About things I can't change Daydream fantasy I'll move on someday Pretend to forget your name All the lies that we're still believing In so many years This won't mean a thing Only in my daydream Do I realize A life I would have wanted With you by my side Only in my daydream Do I realize A life I would have wanted With you by my side All this time that I've spent thinking About things I can't change And if you ever change your mind Let me save you some time You'll be a dollar short and many days too late You'll be a dollar short and many days too late You'll be a dollar short and many days too late And always know it didn't have to be this way

about

I'M MOVING TO EUROPE MAY 23, 2023
Buy the EP and/or merch if you'd like to help fund the next chapter in my life!

"What Tore Us Apart?" is made of 5 acoustic guitar songs that document a year of pain and bitterness. No one but me knows how hard I've fought to keep it from showing, from corrupting my best sides. But it has to come out one way or another. This is my way of turning that struggle into something beautiful.

Purplenoia is an audiovisual project created by YOVOZOL.

Watch the Purplenoia animations on YouTube:
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credits

released May 12, 2023

all songs written and performed by Misha Lozovoy
record and mixed by Chris Wheeler (Anagram Media)
artwork and visualizers by YOVOZOL

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